Well today I haven't done anything particularly interesting but I'm okay with that since my body is so sore and tired from my attempt at a new years resolution of trying to get into shape. I hope this works and that I keep to it...
I haven't written much poetry lately since as many people have probably realized by now, my poetry is focussed around predominately depressing subjects. I simply have difficulty and very little motivation to write about these things while on my anti-depressants (but I guess that's a good thing). I'm going to delve deeper into some non-depressing poetry as holidays progress instead I think. The odd depressing poem may come up somewhere but that's just because I'm human.
I'm so happy that 2014 has passed and that now here in 2015 is a new year full of new opportunities, decisions and goals. I can start on my journey to be the person I want to be and I can work on building my purpose in this world and I am thankful for that.
I have nothing else to say at the moment but I hope that the new year is able to bring everybody joy and I will put up some poetry or art pieces as soon as I stop procrastinating.
- Janine x
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Today
It's only Wednesday so I don't have very much to write about. Alot of my highlights for the past week or 2 has just been saying friends or chilling in town (which I do see friends there so it's fun).
Oh yeah and I had sushi on Monday :)
And raided the hospital's mango trees yesterday lol
Went thrift shopping.... lawl.
and saw a beautiful sky monday night
bought my very own casket of wine
And Hung out with my friend Claire in town
Bought lunch yesterday but the minimum amount of money was $10 of purchases to use my debit card and I had no coins on me so I had to double my chocolate eclair purchase lolI got to see my friend and obsessed
Tuesday
Today is Tuesday and I am already sick of holidays. I seriously just want the offer rounds for Uni to come around and start Uni already. Isolation is no fun whatsoever. I have had so much energy lately so I've been exercising alot and feeling really happy which is a positive change to my mindset. I'm kicking depression's ass pretty much at the moment. I'm still not writing very much poetry... I'll start again soon...
Kinda miss school at the moment too... especially Ancient History. Even though the subject could be boring at times, it could be really funny (in so many inappropriate/weird ways) and it was actually valuable to learn about). B
I need help choosing poems to enter?
I'm going with 3 poems to enter into the book coming out in Child Protection week next year and I've already decided that I'm going to use my 'Dancing With Depression' poem, but I intend to fix up the last few lines of the last stanza just to make it flow better.
I need help choosing 2 more poems, so that I have a better chance of at least one poem getting in, although I am pretty confident in my poetry and take pride in it once it's written. I'll put up a few poems that I personally like the most and If anyone sees this can you please give me a bit of feedback on what ones seem the best and if there are any parts you have suggestions for th
Thursday
Listening to: Nothing
Reading: These words
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Craving: orange juice
Doing: sitting at home on the internet
Highlight of the Day: Being lazy and not doing anything
Lowlight of the Day: knowing that I have to eventually do something
Mood: content
So my holidays have been super boring so far I've literally done nothing but stay at home (the most interesting thing I've done this holidays literally consists of going to therapy appointments in my own town)...
But then again I am happy about not being at school any more and that I graduated. I'm actually really happy that I'm no longer enrolled in high school I m
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