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👽 Raine👽
Australia
|19 years old| Social Work Student | Full-time BadAss |Agender/Non-Binary|

“For poems are like rainbows; they escape you quickly.” (Langston Hughes)
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How do you disturb the disturbed?
Was the smile I showed, to bright to see the pain?
Did I seem too HAPPY to be perturbed?

Did my BOYFRIEND seem like too much of a GENTLEMAN-
To hurt, violate and threaten a child,
And after the SCARS, the BRUISES and my story- all within that timespan,

You chose your VICTIM,
And in the end,
You CONCLUDED it was HIM.


Protecting a Monster
I was angry when I wrote this.
The words that are capitalized in the poem, are words used in the actual interview/s by the police officer who questioned me.
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Forever shattering the shards of sanity, 
Thrown from a society so destructive,
Possessing little to no humanity,

Forever questioning the value of life,
From that old age story of the Victim and the Monster,
Because the pain I endured cut through me like a knife,

The thought, the feeling, the idea,
For a painless future to accompany the painful past,
Could conquer the monster and diminish the fear,

But with time, the pain expands,
Like a balloon- desperation and despair grow,
Filling my plastic lungs draining into wretched glands,

I was his victim,
And he was my monster,
Time changes and makes me wonder-
Will I ever depict him?

With my actions,
Or through my words,
Would it ever become one of my 'distractions'

As they call it,
To run from the past,
To mend the ruin with an emotional first-aid kit,

You can't fix the dejected,
or further break the broken,
Cause we're too cold to be affected,

Cold hearted, Cold-skinned,
I'll be your monster until the end and-
Watch me ruin you as your blood runs thin.





Monster
I haven't written any poems in a while, so I am abit off in regards to cohesion and everything else.
I just needed an outlet for some of my present emotions and poetry seems to work.
Art can heal our wounds in a way nothing else can.
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Black-Rose-Shadow Featured By Owner Nov 28, 2015
thank you for the Llama returned 
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you're welcome :) Llama 2!!!!!! 
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Black-Rose-Shadow Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2015
:) :nod:
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015
Nagisa Bowing Icon Thank you for supporting IceTalonTheOne! :D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) 
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LostinFragility Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
no problem :)
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JadaWise Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015
:D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) Love :D (Big Grin) :D (Big Grin) 
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OH MY GOSH! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR THE PREMIUM MEMBERSHIP! YOU ARE THE BEST! OH MY GOSH! :heart: :heart: :heart:
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LostinFragility Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015
You're welcome :)
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Monocephalized Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the favourite.
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